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THE TELECASTER
EXCERPTS FROM A PERSONAL JOURNAL 1990/1991
BY WILLIAM HILLMAN 
CHAPTER I
Reflections made during the year-long odyssey
in search of the first Masters Degree
presented to a Canadian educator
by Brandon University's Faculty of Education

A juxtaposition of thoughts emanating from nostalgia, 
family, music, teaching and the university experience

CONTENTS
ACT I: A PERSONAL JOURNAL
CHAPTER I (excerpts)
personal journal...
a new remedy...
PO as a skill...
theory and practice...
first steps....
PO and children...
music of the spheres...
the morning stars sing together...
the colour PO juxtaposition in art...
a personal analogy...
the writing tool box...
computer jargon...
the real you...
outrageous ideas...
not difficult, but different...
even more difficult...
PO mixture...
PO and promotion...
sharp polarization and arrogance...
PO and discontinuity...
nothing in the way...
a metaphoric theory of the river PO...
blocked by the ideas we have...
intelligence and education...
somewhere in time...
timeshifts...
perception and first stage education...
...difference push...pull creativity...
judgment and change... 
cures, not complaints... 
PO persuasion... 
split infinitives..

BOOK OF PO: THE HILLMAN PO COMPANION

 

CHAPTER I
"imagination is more important than knowledge" einstein
a personal journal
This quotation came to mind as I sat in my first class of the first course in my venture back to Academia. A major activity in the course is to involve a daily, on-going journal of personal knowledge linked to course content and professional experience. All of this, however, is to be done in such a way as to reflect my own character - to find my own voice - and to take the venture as far as my imagination and creative abilities can stretch. The daily ramblings are to be fodder for a final paper - format of my own choosing. The style and spirit of the resulting paper owe much to the thinking tool PO proposed by Edward De Bono. This is totally unlike any assignment I have ever attempted under the "education umbrella - you hold the culmination of this effort in your hands.

first steps
Little China-Li often begs to go for a walk through the cow pasture down to the ravine so we can play on the big round bales. The innocent excitement of a four-year-old is a remarkable dose of therapy anytime, so I never fail to put down my work for a while and off we go exploring with our Pyrennese/Newfoundland pup Mya. If only I had the wonder, grasp and retention for new things that this little marvel has. A pre-requisite for every teacher should be to bear and spend time with his own child - it gives an emotional outlook and tolerance far surpassing that from any other experience in life. The ultimate PO generator. There is no experience quite like such a walk in a fantastic, cool, sunny day with an energizing west wind. Fall is so bitter-sweet - so much like going into middle age.

PO and children
"it is a wise father that knows his own child" Shakespeare... For a while, a long time ago, we wrote down the words from the mouths of our babes. We stopped. I don't know why. We must have been too busy. I think we may even have lost the book. I hope not. It would be a tragedy if we have. I have written nothing better or of more import in my life. Funny how the really important things in life distill down to that which is most simple...and so fleeting...
Our China-Li is four...Robin is nine...and Ja-On is 12. Coincidentally each falls within one of the three intellectual ages of man as described by De Bono. He would be reassured to learn, I am sure, that China is our 'why-girl'. It seems that every phrase, every look is permeated with "Why Dad?" But it is a two-way street, as I feel I have as much to learn from her. I long to crawl into her magical world where everything is filled with wonder...to relive a past I have long forgotten...to break down the most profound into little phrases...to have heroes to look up to...to have someone wipe my nose - or dab a tear. Robin creates. He puns and funs. Our house is filled with drum rolls, piano arpeggios, fridge drawings, inventions, books, rocks, junk, tears of frustration, 'why not's... and laughter. Ja-On has been through seven years of school larnin', peer pressure, and goodnight hugs. He is also the eldest. He is grown up. Ja protects and explains things to the little guys. But really, the little guys are protecting him...they are holding him back from the jaded years of adolescence... I'm glad. God I love them

music of the spheres
A love of and association with music can be vital part of one's whole being and it has a direct bearing on how a person thinks, acts, talks, teaches and writes. Despite the fact that I have tried to keep the two careers separate (it saves hassles from school boards, administrators and even some parents) I have sometimes shared my song writing with students - but, my innate shyness usually takes over and I seldom go too far with the venture. Writing is such a personal thing - far easier to play-act the interpretation of a song on a stage, looking into blinding lights and role-playing to an anonymous sea of faces.

the morning stars sing together
Creative scholarly writing and PO application have much in common with writing a song - an activity with which I am perhaps more familiar. Good songs usually have a hook - title - turn of phrase - pun - metaphor - analogy - riff - and even the jargon of the genre. Every word must count but within the confines of rhythm, rhyme and convention. Indeed, many progressive writing teachers often assign precis assignments emphasizing these elements to be done on 3x5 cards - the similarities to songwriting, and the value of both activities in the ultimate writing of 'more serious' papers becomes more and more obvious.

the colour PO
What colour is Po?... White - Black - Gray - Purple - Sunburst Gold...?... PO is Insolation White - the light which comes from the source of life - Sol...our star...our sun. Light which is made up of all colours of the spectrum - rainbow burst - all melded to form white...... .......but imagination is the prism......

juxtaposition in art
I have had to shift gears many times recently to accommodate the many demands of writing styles required in my Master's courses. One of my favourite tasks has been the creation of creative analogies. A silly comparison kept coming back to me until I decided, for want of a better idea, to try to do something with it. Eventually it developed into a rather interesting exercise: a personal comparison to a guitar string. I ended up tossing out most of the original comparisons for brevity - hoping that what I kept wouldn't come across as being too sophomoric. It is always hard pushing the fledglings from the nest into the real, critical world but the class seemed to like it.

a personal analogy
In recent months I have found myself approaching a state of juxtaposition with the ubiquitous guitar string. With mounting work and study pressures, I find myself being stretched to a tautness akin to that experienced by a Gibson Special being tightened to playing pitch. Too many turns and it breaks, but, if not enough pressure is applied, the string stays too loose and is unplayable, sluggish and discordant. Tuned to the proper pitch, the string is sympathetic to waves from the ether and is capable of producing a product which appeals to the player, the listener... and the instrument Maker.

nothing in the way
Very often we encounter a different kind of block in life or in our creativity - a block that occurs because there is nothing in the way. Because a wide path is available, we are 'blocked' from taking any other path. The main stream is so well-established that it is extremely difficult to find an alternative way even if one is already available.

a metaphoric theory of the river PO
The creative growth of a person may be likened to the evolution of a river which passes through stages of youth, maturity and old age. We all start as little wandering streams but we soon enter into the straight-ahead, down-cutting regime of a rushing river. Some never abandon this stage - ever onward - down, down - yes/no - no-Po. One who shows Po development soon commences to meander laterally and enters braided channels - abandoning non-productive loops like oxbow lakes. Some people are completely cut off from the mainstream, to ever wander as parallel yazoo rivulets on the swampy floodplains of life.

blocked by ideas we have
This is no more evident than in the field of education. Old traditional ideas of what is good schooling keep getting in the way - set hours - set grades - straight rows - stern disciplinarians... Teachers tend to teach the way they have been taught and the system perpetuates itself. Universities and teachers' colleges complain about the quality of students entering their doors so they promptly set about to rectify the situation by lecturing, assigning essays and term papers, and insisting on students to fit into their little jelly molds. These paragons of higher learning are soon emulated and graduates leave the iv(or)y covered towers so as to recruit another crop for the old alma mater.

intelligence and education
"Education thrives on tests and measurement."
We have a fixed idea of something called "intelligence." We too often neglect other concepts such as learning ability, effectiveness, drive and motivation, thinking ability and creativity - or the whole human being. The long list of famous people who frustrated teachers and did very poorly in school includes: Churchill, Einstein, Edison, Darwin, Ford, Newton, Puccini, and Wellington - a rather illustrious group. a common fallacy about intelligence and education

"Spaling iz ah mayjer in dick ator uv 1's intellajintz, liter assy und scil." Charlie Farquharson?

Highly intelligent people may be very poor spellers. Uniformity in spelling is quite a recent development in English, springing from the rapid increase in printed material since Shakespeare's day. During the time of Elizabeth I, nobody worried much about "correct spelling." One wonders how intelligence and literacy were judged back in the days when England's greatest literary genius was spelling his name Shakespere on one page of his will and Shakespeare on the next. It was not until the middle of the eighteenth century that English spelling achieved something approaching uniformity. Bernard Shaw once pointed out that ghoti can quite logically spell "fish": gh as in enough - o as in women - ti as in nation. Today's "logical" or "phonetic" spelling, fixed in form by the printing press, has become convention whether it "makes sense" or not. In any case, viewed from the long perspective of the history of our language, spelling - or more precisely, making a fetish of it - is quite a Johnny-come-lately.

somewhere in time
The PO mind can not afford the luxury of stalling and hibernating at any point along the time continuum - past present future. Yes, it is sometimes more comfortable to bask in the protection of some time warp...many of us put our minds on a shelf somewhere along the way or live only for today...'wee beasties'... "Still, thou art blest, compar'd wi' me! The present only toucheth thee: But, och! I backward cast my e'e On prospects drear! An' forward, tho' I canna see, I guess an' fear!" If Robert Burns had never experienced the adrenalin rush of the past and future, the world (and we Scots) would have been a whole lot poorer.

timeshifts
A companion which helps me in timeshifts is music. I suspect that most people have a favourite piece of background music which can transport them to certain moods - the sure-fire mixing ladle for my 'PO pot' is the soundtrack music from the romantic Jane Seymour/Christopher Reeve film on time travel Somewhere In Time. For some reason, this mix of an original score with Rachmaninoff's Rhapsody On A Theme Of Paganini is the catalyst which works for me. Another favourite is Mark Knopfler's (Dire Straits) soundtrack from the warm, wonderful movie Local Hero. (I guess it helps too, that all the keyboards and many of the arrangements were done by regular Dire Straits member Alan Clark who worked with us on an album we recorded in Durham, England.) Adding to this music-driven time shift, I believe, is an obsessively eclectic fondness for all musical styles across all of the decades of this century - dream machines.

perception and first stage
A popular part of my English courses centers around improvisational drama. Warm-ups for this involve a zen period of meditation followed with karate style stretches and loosening exercises - all done to traditional Chinese music (some of the saddest music in the Universe) or Ravi Shankar classical Indian ragas. All of this is to free the mind and body to enter the world of imagination. Improvisational and scripted mimes lead to improv activities a la the Second City Comedy Troupe (SCTV). To make this work, the thespian has to forget the idea that there is only one way of looking at things - a valuable tool a necessary first step in coping with the ever-more complex modern world. Personally, I have tried to avoid the obvious path in almost every aspect of my life - and surprisingly this has usually worked and the result has been a PO pourri of experiences which have melded in sometimes remarkable ways.

education...difference
Our karate Sensei, Bruce Dunning (Black Belt) of Virden, has never taken a teaching course but he conducts karate classes with enthusiasm, skill and dedication that would be the envy of most school teachers. The discipline - mental, spiritual and physical - is excellent for kids and adults. Karate is the only sport I can think of in which whole families can participate together - it has certainly been a unifying force in our family. Even this martial arts activity seems to have a strong connection with my educational sphere - all of the Wado Kai Karate clubs of SW Manitoba and Saskatchewan use school gymnasiums with full sanction of all the various school boards.

push...pull
Little did I know when I became involved in karate that many of the principles of this martial art would cross-over into the other arts. The first realization came when it dawned on me that many of the moves were very familiar...Elvis was a black belt karateka and many of his stage moves which dazzled us in Vegas back in the '70s were a direct outgrowth of his karate training. An even more vital link was pointed out by Dr. Robin Enns who showed us that one great creative ploy involves the concept of 'push-pull'. In addition to being the basis of our style of karate - Wado Kai - this 'philosophy' which involves deflecting and going with an opponent's power so as to unexpectedly turn it back on him, can also be used to great effect in everyday life and in the creative arts. I have seen this maneuver used very effectively in debates, show business, interviews and teaching - especially in dealing with difficult students - to shock and throw people off balance. As a variation of this in my writing or in my career, I often go with the flow or spin to pick up momentum enough to tangent out of orbit in an unexpected direction and with unpredictable force.

creativity...judgement and change
"The PO system explores and creates new patterns...With it you move away from old ideas to try and find new ones." It is always a pleasure to talk over old times with Barry Forman, a close friend, and former band-mate, college classmate and teaching colleague. He recently delivered a bit of a bombshell - his son Kent, who has been teaching violin at BU and playing in the Winnipeg Symphony, has put his music career on hold to go back to University to study law. He has played since age four and I guess he decided there must be something more to life.

Ponce de Leon Rest Home Hardware Stores
A tantalizing magic elixir for aches and pains and squeaky door hinges is cascading through the portals of your local PdL hardware store. WD-40 - an all-purpose lubricant - is experiencing phenomenal success lately as sufferers of arthritis and a multitude of muscle maladies are limping to their favourite ironmonger for relief. Users of the product swear by its penetrating and pain-soothing properties when it is used as a liniment. Surely, more relief must be just around the corner as sufferers discover our cholesterol-reducing STP, Turtle hair wax and jumper cables for faulty pace-makers.
cures, not complaints

There are so many more activities and programs for students now compared to when I went to school - there just are not enough hours in the day for the active teenager. The country seems like a good place to raise a kid - I believe there are much fewer temptations and bad influences in a rural lifestyle. It's a pity that there are such increasing pressures on the "small school" and the teachers who choose to work there. There is so much which can, and needs to be done to save our little towns but so few people are prepared to change the "old think" and do something about the future. 


 

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